When you Know that you Know
If you’ve been following from my last newsletter you’ll know that I was speaking at a Goddess Gathering on Friday. The content of today’s article stems from my experience there and some conversations I’ve had over the last few days.
Aqeel was an absolute joy to travel with. He slept in the car the whole way there and back. I asked mum to tag along with us so she could watch over Aqeel while I was speaking. I got to speak and feed him and it was perfect.
It was a weekend of firsts for him too. He had had first official ‘party’ to attend : ) He was such a joy – it felt like he was playing ‘passing the cushion’ – you know that game! Except, Aqeel was the cushion. He was asleep through all the chatter and music and basically had a good time asleep in peoples’ arms. Here’s a photo reel my husband put together of the evening.
As for this week’s article, I was guided to write about those moments “When you know that you know”
When you know that you know
By Nadhira Razack
Friday evening – speaking at Gorgeous Goddess Gathering – Pearcedale:
I got a topic back in January when I was speaking to Luanne -knowing women would have been working on their vision boards and are probably missing something that would allow them to bring those in to their life.
So I prepared what I was going to speak about Friday during the day and I get there.. and as the women were sharing where they were at, we went around the room, the more uncomfortable I got.. something in my body wasn’t sitting right.. there was a ‘nuh uh” in my gut like my gut speaking to me going..”throw your topic out the window girl.. they aren’t going to want to hear it tonight”
I could have done one of two things.. stuck to my guns and delivered what I had prepared and just witnessed how it went down.. Or I could trust myself and just go with what came out of my mouth..
I got a green light from my inner guide saying “You speak your truth.. we’ve got you.. we’ve got your back” So I could just lean into that knowing and trust myself.
Whilst our beautiful host Luanne also handed it over and completely surrendered to the process of what to share on the night with the ladies who showed up… she started to talk about Light Shadows..and I couldn’t help chuckling..because that’s what my inner guide was nudging me to speak about.. our shadow self.
Remember to always pay attention the signs you get : ) That Friday morning I jumped on to Audible – to spend some credits that I had accrued and whilst listening to a sample of a book .. I came across a title by Debbie Ford, Marianne Williamson and Deepak Chopra about our Shadow side.. and something inside captured that moment in time and said “This is important” .. I moved on from that.
Then when Luanne shared about Light Shadows early on in the evening.. that was another sign I was on the right track.. because just before she shared.. I was feeling into the energy of the room and what was to be shared that night.. and I received the topic: Talk about our Shadow side. All I had to do was move out of the way so the message could come through.
When it was time to do readings with each other.. I ended up picking up a card with a dolphin and mermaid on it.. from a stack of three decks to choose from.. I picked up that one : ) Now you do know how much of a connection I have to dolphins and mermaids if you’ve read my previous blogs.. I didn’t even realise I’d picked up such a card that until the beautiful lady I paired up with pointed out that it was a mermaid..and I went “Ooh it is!!” : ) I knew that was another sign to surrender to the process… just like I’d surrendered in the ocean a couple of months ago.. and I surrendered to the message I needed to share that night..
I ended up sharing pieces of my story that I hadn’t planned on sharing..yet that was what came out of my mouth that night and I had to trust that it was perfect.
I wonder how often you get visions or nudges about sharing something and you dismiss it because it wasn’t something you ‘prepared’ ?
If you have trouble trusting yourself, you may want to schedule a Trust Yourself – 30 minute session with me.. to get practice at doing just that.
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Something to share
My mastermind buddy Kris shared this with us and I wanted to pass it on to you: I know my tribe is filled with you guys xx:
Every Warrior of the Light has felt afraid of going into battle.
Every Warrior of the Light has, at some time in the past, lied or betrayed someone.
Every Warrior of the Light has trodden a path that was not his.
Every Warrior of the Light has suffered for the most trivial of reasons.
Every Warrior of the Light has, at least once, believed he was not a Warrior of the Light.
Every Warrior of the Light has failed in his spiritual duties.
Every Warrior of the Light has said ‘yes’ when he wanted to say ‘no.’
Every Warrior of the Light has hurt someone he loved.
That is why he is a Warrior of the Light, because he has been through all this and yet has never lost hope of being better than he is.
The Manual of the Warrior of Light.